Mind Changer

Ok, so i just finished a 12 hour photo shoot!!! Started at 10am and I stepped into the house at 1140pm.

But i must say, it was an experience to remember. I had a MAC make up artist on hand to keep me looking fierce, she had me looking like foxy cleopatra to the 12th power!!! My face was BEAT!!!!!

I cant say much else because i'm EXHAUSTED, but let me just say, this modeling thing it tiring, maybe i should re-think this whole famous thing?

Or maybe i'll just continue on my path of journalista..and always remain.."almost famous"

Can We Choose?

Is it wrong to be particular about who you decide to date?

Maybe for that specific reason is why i'm "SINGLE" right now. Although i've sat around many days saying " i wish i had a man" " i want him to look like this, dress like this, be this height, blah blah" but..when i get that, even the smallest things turn me away from him.

His teeth, his forehead, his mouth when he eats, his voice, his underwear, his hands, his nose, his habits, his beliefs, everything. Maybe i've had the perfect guy and got rid of him because of "the way he chews his food". Sounds crazy, but i do it. But i mean, dont we reserve the right to be picky about who we're gonna spend the remainder of our lives with? Even when you're married there are things you still dislike about your mate but the things you do like far outweigh the things you dont. But after so many years of being choosy, should one just settle?

Settle for what comes along at that moment in time? Settle for someone that's just good enough for right now or good enough for everybody else to like? But when you're laying with that person in bed and you cant stand the sound of them breathing, dont you think thats wrong??

Im sure famous ppl do it all the time. Marry/date for convenience, for status, for money, for a future. But i guess since i'm "almost" famous, i dont have to do that!!

Famous Technology

Ok so i decided since i'm "almost" famous i'd get a fancy new phone to accompany my new career. I've always prided myself as being up on what's the "cool" new technologies. I got myself a new blackberry.

Let me just say it was the BIGGEST mistake of my life. I spent 4 hours trying to sync email, put in phone numbers (all 250 contacts!!!!), and just make the bastard RING!! Now if i have a problem with all that, i wonder does paris hilton have the same? or does she just pay somebody to do it for her?

Out of the 4 hours doing that, i spent 2 trying to figure out how to text message because i live and die by the text! Being that nextel is SOOO advanced they've decided that blackberry users dont deserve 2way text messaging like normal people. They have declared that you must have a nextel email address, then you must contact ALLLL of your friends and tell them, "hey, send all my texts to "thisisstupid@sprint.blackberry.net". WHO HAS TIME FOR THAT!!?! Apparently i did because i texted all my friends with that same message, ONLY AFTER going in and adding "@messaging.sprintpcs.com" to EVERY LAST ONE of my contacts!!

Needless to say, if i was famous, i wouldnt have to go through all that. But since i'm almost there, i just got the phone for free!! =)

The time is now!

Whoever said that life comes at you fast..NEVER LIED!! Within a span of 7 hours i went from having NO job to getting a job that i wanted SO bad and got the invitation of a lifetime to come to miami to compete for a spot in a brand new modeling agency. If i'm chose all expenses paid and a paycheck for 6 months!! Man! So with that I'm having to move to atlanta within the next 2 weeks and start my new Education Reporter job!! GOOD LUCK TO ME!!